For Paula

So I'm Planning A Wedding

You'd think I'd be ecstatic, bouncing off the walls with excitement planning the most important day of my life.. But I'm not.

Some would say it's a sign- clearly i don't want to get married.

What determines whether you are truly ready for marriage? Age, the length of time you've been dating, love, financial status, convenience, all the above?? Is there even a determining factor?

Spending the rest of your life with the same person bound by a contract you signed in black ink. Well I'd sign it in blood if I needed to.

My to-do list is endless.

I need m.o.t.i.v.a.t.i.o.n.